Friday

23 april:

I’m back from my trip. And it was pretty intense. Paul and me flew out early in the morning to our selected city. I was so excited about the travel alone. I really wish we could have done a bit more sight-seeing. Sadly I was disappointed with that. After all, we were here on some serious business.  Paul slept away the entire plane ride. And then we were picked up by a driver in a blue suit and cap. It was pretty funny, he stood there with a sign saying ‘Price’, which was our cover name.
We were rushed into a black Mercedes, driven to this parking lot next to a shopping centre, which was just off the highway, where we met a middle-aged man in a long, blue coat who handed Paul a suitcase and a set of keys.  The driver then took us to a hotel where we checked in under our fake names Mr and Mrs Price. So funny, Paul really isn’t my type. If it would have been Jamie, yes, it would have been so much more convincing.

It was a pretty fancy hotel. And I really looked forward to a little Spa time, some nice room service, and yes, a little shopping and exploring of the city, but no, Paul was already focused on the job, and started to unpack the suitcase. Inside were a riffle and the instructions. We had to go to the building across, that was what we got the keys for. We were supposed to go there after working hours and shoot the target from there. But first, we had to find him. And how much fun that was. We were sitting in the lobby with a close eye to the reception, hoping for him to come and check in. After two hours of lounging around in the lounge, he finally showed his face and now I had to tag him, followed him into the lift and up his floor, making sure I saw the key and thus room number. Once I confirmed his identity and room number, I could tell Paul. Just after 6 pm we made our way inside the building across from the car park below and took the stairs up to the fifth floor, which was a bitch. The floor was a pretty much deserted, empty office area. We found the bathroom that would give us a clear view across to the hotel room of the dude. We found the room alright, but the dude had drawn the curtains all shut, so we couldn’t see anything. Damn. So we waited and waited.

Then Paul sent me down to get some food because he started to get cranky and unfocused. Finally I could explore the area a little bit. And I hoped that Paul would get a shot in the meantime. I found a cool take- away, had some coffee there and flirted a little bit with the cute waiter. I was thinking about Alex, and then, got pretty horny.  But hey, I thought I’d better return to the job. I got the food and made my way back into the office building with the keys. To my surprise, Paul still sat at the same spot with the riffle and was waiting for an opening, literally, a curtain or window to open up. Damn. So we were eating, watching, eating... and then I got impatient. I wasn’t really sure what plan B was, but suddenly I had a brilliant idea.

 From our safe cell phone I called reception (fake name, of course) and asked to be connected to his room. Indeed he picked up his hotel phone and I said “oh hello sir, I’m in the room above you and I think my wedding ring dropped onto your balcony, could you please go outside and see if you can find it...” and he replied “uhm, yeah sure, hang on”. And finally, he came to the balcony door, drew the curtains and opened the door to step out. And as soon as he stood there; BAM Paul got him right between the eyes. Wicked! I told you, Paul is such a good shooter. The guy didn’t see it coming and fell backwards like a plank, right there by the door.

Awesome, now there was no way of telling where the shot came from. And it was dark as well, so nobody noticed. Nobody would find him until morning and we would be gone. Paul was very pleased. So we cleaned up, switched off and rushed out of the building like shadows, and then we changed at a restaurant into our evening wear.

Back at the hotel, we were sitting by the bar, chatting with the bartender and other guests, telling them about the concert we had just been to. And all that time there was a dead guy upstairs in room 522 and none of them had any idea. Around 1 am we ‘retired’ to our room. Being at a job like this, we’re not allowed to sleep, we’re always on guard, so we lay around on the bed and watched TV until about 3 am and then around 5 am we collected our stuff together so that we could leave around 6 am. Having a casual check-out, like everybody else.

We had coffee at a bistro until around 7 am. The same driver met us outside and drove us back to the parking lot. There we returned the suitcase to the client and a red BMW rental was waiting for us. Sweet. The guys drove off and now we were officially off the clock. Now I could breathe out.
Time for us to drive back home, where big cash was waiting for us. And Paul as usual, drove fast. We had a cool time in the car; chatting, joking, playing music on high volume so we wouldn’t fall asleep. After 4 hours drive on the highway we stopped for a longer break and finally took a nap in the car. We had a good lunch at the highway restaurant and then we got ready for the next 7 hours in the car.
We had fun. We played hip hop, sang along to the radio... I thought of telling Paul about Alex, but then decided not to. I just told him that I had a really good lay the other day... I had to brag a little about that for sure. I mean, Paul talks about his women affairs all the time.

So here we were driving, Paul and me. Like two regular people on the road, sitting at a restaurant, chatting, looking like and living like everyone else, and getting treated like everybody else. Nobody suspected that we were anything but. Not even we. The interesting thing is that it seems so unreal, so far away from our selves. Who are we really, and does it really matter what we do? It seems so distant, the night before, almost forgotten.  I still feel like the same person I’ve always been. It’s like all that stuff happens to someone outside of me, and I don’t feel anything yet... no remorse, just nothing. It’s almost like I’m watching myself on TV.  


We never ask who the targets were, but one thing is for sure, they are all dirty as fuck. Otherwise they wouldn’t get into trouble with Mister N. and his illicit clients. Anyway, it’s another Friday, I’m gonna ask Alex to come over now.  Booty call, my dear ;-) 

(c) I Am Ruthless

Monday

26. April

My mother and sister came to town for a surprise weekend trip. To be honest I really wasn’t looking forward to that. I felt like they were intruding my secret domain. It felt like I was taken out of my dream-world and now I had to pretend to be all ordinary. It really stressed me out. I even asked Mr N. for advice, like what kind story I should make up, after all, they surely wanted to see where I work and so forth. Mr N. was so nice and helped me come up with a good cover story and he even had an address to a fake office building that was owned by one of his associates. It was downtown, so we easily could drive by with the tram for a little show and tell. He said: “parents, you just gotta tell them what they want to hear, that you are having an office job, a man, a house... basically, that you are miserable and contained like the rest of them....” Yes, contained in a box of social morality, that’s what they want for you. So you’re better off lying to make them happy.


Anyway, me and sis had a good time. We drove everywhere by tram, I mean I couldn’t really reveal what a big spender I had become, right? They would be suspicious. So we went shopping, dining, to the museum and I told them a little bit about Alex, like, that I am dating him and that he is really cute. Of course mum complained that he was just a bartender, yeah, she always does that. At least there is a guy to talk about. Imagine if I would have told her about Jamie. If only she knew.  But sure, we did have a nice few days...

(c) I am Ruthless